Monday, July 14, 2008

Lost in the middle of nowhere...

These few days i have been wondering.. Whats my goal in life? What do i wanna do for the rest of my life??

All of us only live once.. I do not want to not do something/do something and regret for the rest of my life..

As for all those tt know me... I am now currently working as an auditor... Office bound... Long hours... Blah blah blah~~~ But deep down inside me.. I know that I am not suppose to do all these?? Den... where should i go is my next ques!

Since young, i love singing, dancing and acting.. and thus, i really hope to be a star... singing for pple out there and conveying my emotions.. however... I am not blessed with the height or perfect figure... Can i really do it?? A lot of pple have been asking me why i am doing in audit.... and not gg to be a star?????

BUT can i do it??? I dun have the looks and all... the circle is known to be SUPER realistic... DILEMMA... am i also willin to give up my freedom???

If not a star?? Den what???? I would LOVE to be with kids.. but tt require me to go study pre-school and only earning VERY little... am i ready??

Maybe... i shall start by joining singing competition?? I have lost several opportunity tt came by when i was in uni... chance to be a star but i gave it up coz my family isnt really supportive.. but i tink i should try???????

Hmmm.. Maybe i should???? ARHGGH!!! When will i see the light????? pls help me!

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